Tuesday, May 01, 2007

\Who I Am HATES Who I've Been

WARNING: CLICHE WORDS IN TEXT THOSE WHO CAN'T STAND THEM PLS DUN READ+ a lot of singlish

Although 207 is already a notorious class i wouldn't believe somebody would steal. This is a follow-up to Matthew's post. So let me start from after i returned frm my HMT class, i put my bookks down, i got my history war plans ws and got out of class. nobody excepty those frm hmt in class, so means the rest left le.

den got to canteen, that was where i learnt about Russell's 10 dollars. den got check u also noe. anfd have only 2 two dollars so defintely not i steal 1...

go bac to class all da soccer players came back den kena check. all the hmt ppl stay in class, the express chinese go outside class. i think miss tan scolding.took the whole maths period! MY PRECIOUS!!! (maths period) But it's ok. u see a lot of ppl donot understand the state miss tan is in, russell is in and the state u r in.

den gotta stay back after sch till 3 a lot of ppl complaining, saying it's not their fault but still gotta stay back,. tt i understand, but it's not just u only. miss tan saying that she does not trust our class anymore, that was just a moment in time.she said tt because she was desperately trying to find the thief yet no one owned up.

and u think it takes ur time up, u can do ur own work..and in police investigations those ho are suspected have to co-operate with the police. can't say u're not the 1 den run away.

and gerald gwee defintitely isn't the thief. How I noe? When miss tan said the class stay back, he like want to cry, can see his eyes want to red. and when miss tan said this is not a laughing matter. gerlad said u're making this a laughing matter. miss tan said what did u say. gerlad repeated and said it's not he steal and her way of writing on the piece of paper guilty or not guilty , no one will own up + about to cry. so emo u think he steal 1 ar, unless his acting skills so great.

+ i must say something for gerald i noe no 1 accuse him but i heard some ppl calling him cry-baby. everyone have different ways of handling situations. crying is not girly, is just 1 emotion, to express ur sadness. the way he felt, innocent yet still getiing held back.

and some ppl r just not understanding, keep wanting to go home,u can say miss tan's method won't work. but can u see she's trying her best. she said she don't want to give up on this class, and tears frm her eyes. i just look at the dedication in this teacher, i couldn't help and drop 2 tears too.

is not wasting my tears, i just felt the way she felt. the reason she gotta find the thief out, i think as she said is to help him. the thief could have emotional probelms, family probelms and this may lead to him stealing. if u think that i'm the thief coz i noe so much,wrong just grow some common sense.

so if the thief really has problems, can counsel him, solve these problems. but sadly, no one wants to own up. geralsd said can be not frm this class. miss tan's defence is this has happened on three occasions and Russell wasn't sitting near the ledge all along.

so i came up with a plan and wanted to tell miss tan. but i couldn't approach her or else the class will think i'm guilty so i raised my hand and said i got a plann, and so i told her since the class din noe whether the tief is frm this class or other class, write on a slip of paper guilty/not guilty and anonymous. den like the RME option B we pass the slips around in a box. den at least we know he is frm this class. den if successful, match the handwriting to all the classmates homework.

but she says it wun work. den russell is wrong, but he hopes to find the person out, but it din work too. but he is not totally wrong and besides, it's not miss tan who's keeping us, it's the thief. if u dun get wad i mean, "put urself in ohther's shoes" ask urslef questions like although, he's wrong he might be feeling sad that he lost his money/ she is keeping us back but she's also trying to find out who the person is.

oh yar i forogt to mention that i noe it's hard to admit, i've prayed for that boy in class, praying for him to own up. coz after u steal, u might fear the punishments, but ur conscience might haunt u. miss tan said she wants to help that boy and tt's wad impt. .

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